Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Into the Land of the Elves: Betrayal

The Diary of Miss Aidyn Hall, displaced human
August 25
4:21 PM

Betrayal

       I have no idea what's going to happen to me.
       I can't tell if I've been pardoned or if I've landed knee-deep in hot water. Apple Blossom told her parents everything, and then...nothing happened. It hasn't been brought up at all. In fact, absolutely nothing has been brought up, because nobody but Apple Blossom has spoken to me at all. Last night's dinner featured a steady stream of monologues from Apple Blossom and no real dialogue—just stony, one-syllable replies, as if they were no longer comfortable with making real conversation around me. I excused myself to go eat in the garden, and nobody objected. I wish they had objected. Being called out, scolded, or even yelled at would've been preferable to cold silence and blank stares.
       I'd feel so much more at ease if the news had made them head-spinningly furious, if they had flown into a rage and forcibly evicted me from the palace. At least then I would know exactly where I stood with them. It's this silent, ambiguous nothing that could be anything that scares the heck out of me. If it wasn't for Apple Blossom, this would feel nothing at all like a vacation. But there is Apple Blossom, and so it isn't all bad. She came out to check on me as I ate my dinner alone at what had once been her birthday table. She squeezed my hand and told me, “They aren't mad at you, Aidyn.”
       “Then how do they feel about me right now?” I asked.
       “Well...I'm not sure,” she told me honestly. “But I know they're not mad.”
       I felt like a pariah, but she did all she could to remedy that. This morning, we met up with Wildflower, Crystalline, and Holly Berry, who were all just as accepting of me as they ever were. We waded in the bogs and made chains out of the cranberry greens. We played in the meadows. We sailed on the Bell's Rush. After lunch in the garden, I gave Wildflower another writing lesson and discovered that she had been practicing her letters. She had a much easier time copying the ten letters of her name this time around, so that we could move on to the other letters of the alphabet. The girl was truly born to write, and every second of her hard work made me swell up with pride. Is that what it's like to be a real teacher?
       Now I've been left alone again, in the Fairy Tale Room. On the floor beside me is the little figure of Chokana, with her arms permanently outstretched to her tree elven beau. I promised Apple Blossom that I would read some more of A Dragon's Pride after dinner (which I plan to take out in the garden again), but in return, I want her to tell me more about Chokana. The Jadeites owe their existence to this unthinkable human-elf alliance, and learning that must have fueled Apple Blossom's dream more than anything. If the tree elves could align with humans, then the Jadeites could too. For heaven's sake, she even asked if I might fall in love with a Jadeite! In all honesty, I wouldn't mind it if I ever found a Jadeite man that was willing. But that's even less likely than letting Katie and her friends in here without them causing a whole bunch of trouble.
       Okay, to be fair to Katie and her friends (after all, they're still somewhat my friends too), I suppose there is a possibility, however slight. But I can't take risks like that based upon slight possibilities. I've already messed up enough. I've likely pissed off every Jadeite in the Greenwood except for Apple Blossom and her friends, and I allow this and it goes wrong, then I'm basically done for. Katie has already proven herself to be untrustworthy and irresponsible, the exact opposite of the kind of human worthy of forming alliances. It isn't going to be done.

7:19 PM

       “What can you tell me about Chokana?” I asked Apple Blossom after putting away A Dragon's Pride. “Have you learned anything else about her?”
       “I've asked,” Apple Blossom said, nibbling at the butter cookies that had been served for dessert, “but Beryl doesn't like to talk about her. She used to dodge the subject entirely until I caught her at it, and then she just told me that we'll never get anything done if I keep moving us off of the subject of the lesson. She tells me that I ask too many questions unrelated to the subject and that I have to learn to stay on one topic.”
       “But how messed up is that?” I said critically. “This is a woman entirely responsible for your history—your entire existence as Jadeites—and yet you can't talk about her? This woman is the mother of the Jadeites, for heaven's sake!”
       “I know,” Apple Blossom said, “and I want to talk about her. But I don't think anybody wants to own up to being half-human.” She rolled her eyes. “They wouldn't be able to hate humans anymore if they did that.”
       “I'm sure there's much more to it than that,” I told her, “and I don't think the humans are entirely blameless. I believed it when you told me the tree elves hated them for being disruptive and mean. Humans can't even stop themselves from disrupting other humans, and they are definitely mean. They don't know how to stay out of the way.”
       “You're not mean,” Apple Blossom said as if reminding me, “and if you'd stayed out of the way, we wouldn't be friends now!”
       Up until then, I had never really thought of what I'd done as “getting in the way.” But in reality, that's all it was! I had gone poking around in the woods one day in hopes of finding decent writing material. Some strange things happened, and instead of leaving well enough alone, I'd decided to poke around even more. I wanted answers. I wanted the why and how. Humans are always poking around because they want the why and how. The why and how make up the driving force behind every human's meddling. I'd ended up meddling in a world that was not mine to meddle in because I wanted the why and how. It was such a human thing to do!
       I'm no better than the rest of them. I hate myself.
       “Hey, Apple Blossom?”
       “Yes, Aidyn?”
       “I have a bit of a...confession to make,” I told her. “You see, that wasn't the only time I'd gotten in the way, nor the worst. I...”
       “Well, of course it wasn't the worst!” she interrupted with a giggle.
       “I had this thing I was going to do,” I went on, “emphasis on going to—I didn't actually do it, and I'm not going to do it anymore! But...” I took a deep breath. “Apple Blossom, I am not the best human, all right?”
       She tilted her head quizzically. “What were you going to do?”
       “Well...” I looked up to the sky as if it would tell me the best way to word this. “There are some things in the diary that I haven't been reading, because I wasn't sure I wanted you to hear them. Now I want you to hear them, because they'll tell you why I'm not the best human.”
       “Right now?” Apple Blossom said.
       I thought about it, then I shook my head. “First thing tomorrow morning,” I told her, “at breakfast. If I'm not awake, then wake me.”
       So this is it. I'm going to tell her. I'm going to tell a ten-year-old girl that I had plans to sell out her story—the story of her people, her history, her existence—to an entire country's worth of humans who don't know a thing about her, her family, or even that she or anyone like her could exist at all, all so I could maintain my career. Her ideal human is anything but ideal. I hate myself. After tomorrow morning, I'm going to hate myself even more.

The Diary of Miss Aidyn Hall, would-be traitor
August 26
11:14 AM

      I did it. She knows it all, from every single entry that I had spent all this time skipping. She knows that I planned to use her, and she knows exactly how.
      She didn't have to wake me; I had been drifting in and out of sleep every hour since two AM, and by the usual Jadeite wake-up time of just before six, I had just stopped trying. Apple Blossom and I took our breakfast out in the garden, and as you might have already guessed, she provided one-hundred percent of the morning's conversation. When I started the reading, she interjected and commented in her usual way. When I reached the part in which I stole Chicory's jade stones, she stopped me to say, “It made me really mad that you did that.” It was as if she was scolding me, one of the many times in which I felt like the ten-year-old. “I thought you were so much better than that, Aidyn.”
       Wow. I had revealed just a few paragraphs ago that I had plans to sell her and her people out for the bestseller money, and she was more bothered by the petty thievery? “Apple Blossom, did you understand at all what I just read?” I asked her.
       “Yes,” Apple Blossom replied.
       “Then tell me how you feel about it,” I said.
       “Well...” she thoughtfully tilted her head to the sky. “You aren't actually going to tell the whole human world about me, are you?”
       “Not anymore,” I told her. “I promise that! But I was about to! I was about to do it for money! Thousands of humans could have known all about you, your family, your friends, your history, your secrets, even where you live!”
       “Thousands?” Apple Blossom's eyes widened.
       “Thousands,” I confirmed. “Not only that...” I was starting to cry, and the tears wouldn't go away no matter how much I blinked. Once again, I hated myself. What right did I have to be crying? “...I was going to tell them that I made it all up,” I went on, “that it was all a lie! I can't believe that I ever thought that would be a good thing to do! I was trying to protect you in the wrong way! The only real way to protect you would be...”
       Apple Blossom stopped me. “You were going to say that I was just a lie?” The look in her eyes could've killed me right there. “Yes, I was,” I admitted, and by then I had given up trying to hold back the tears. I was already on to tear number six or seven. “I was going to say that you weren't real, that you were made up in my head just like Uglorr the dragon, all so I could get the money and the praise from all of those thousands of humans. Apple Blossom, I am not a good person!
       She didn't say anything.
       “I am just as human as the rest of them,” I went on. “I'm not anything special! I'm not anything ideal! I...” I decided to shut up before it sounded too much like I was feeling sorry for myself when I had no right to. “I'm just...going to walk away now,” I said finally. “I'm sorry, Apple Blossom. I have never been so sorry for anything in all twenty-six years of my life!”
           I showed myself out of the garden, and she didn't object. 

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

The Knights of the Jewel: Magus' Story

       There was no hope of escape or release for the burning soldiers. They could only writhe, and scream, and cry out for a quick death that was not awarded. The sight of it nauseated Ion and filled his body with cold terror, but he couldn't bring himself to look away. He stood as if frozen, as if something outside of his own will commanded him to watch as the soldiers perished in the flames. So he watched, as their skin withered like winter leaves and their flesh melted away from the bones...
       There was no one around but Magus, who was also petrified. He was curled up on the ground, his face buried in his hands and his knees drawn to his chest, as if he himself had perished silently along with his victims. But when Ion finally managed to tear himself away from the horrifying sight, he knelt down beside the boy and felt for a pulse. He was alive. “Get up,” Ion ordered, nudging him with his fist.
       Magus uncovered his face and looked into Ion's blue-steel eyes. His face was blotchy red and stained with tears, but Ion could not muster sympathy. “Did you see what occurred out there?” he asked urgently, tightly gripping the boy's shoulder. “Tell me what happened right this instant, and don't you dare lie to me!”
       “It was...me,” Magus told him in a cracking voice that gave way to more tears. He covered his face again and his whole body trembled and heaved. Ion took a step back. He knew it couldn't have been a lie—this boy, by some inexplicable force, had truly managed to set an entire squad of soldiers aflame, and so he could be capable of anything at all. Ion had to take a few moments to think over what was to be done next. Finally, he approached the boy cautiously and, when he did not react, he grabbed him under both armpits and lifted him to his feet. He found himself staring down into a terrified pair of eyes.
       “How did you do it?” he asked.
       “I...I had to do it, sir!” Magus insisted through his blubbering. “They...they were...going for the city...the princess...”
       “That isn't what I asked,” Ion said sternly. “I asked how you did it.”
       “I....can do things like that...” Magus admitted. “I...it's my magic...it's...” The sound of approaching horses startled him into silence, and his body tensed. “Behind me,” ordered Ion, removing his sword from his sheath. Both were relieved to see that it was only Ion's seven comrades, with Lovisa at their head. Without really thinking, Magus ran to her, and she flung herself from her horse and took him into her arms. “Oh, Magus!” He felt as though he melted into the warmth of her arms. “Are you all right?” she asked, her eyes full of concern. He simply nodded, and she held him close.
       “Lovisa, be careful!” Ion said urgently. “All of us must be careful! He has proven to be dangerous—I've observed what he is capable of!” He looked down at his feet and winced as the image of the soldiers' gruesome end appeared in his mind. It was a memory that he knew would never leave him. “An entire army, engulfed in flames that had no discernible origin! Each and every one of them perished in a fire that seemed to have come from the sky. I watched them perish! I heard their cries as the flames consumed them—the most haunting sound I have ever heard in all of my days! It was a horrible way to perish, to be sure, and the boy himself confessed that it was all his doings!"
       “I...I had to do it!” Magus said abruptly. “If I hadn't, then so many others would have perished! They were Aldine's soldiers! They were heading for the city! I had to do something!” He raised his voice. “I had to protect the city! I had to protect the princess! He gripped Lovisa's arms, his eyes overflowing with tears again. “Please understand me, Lovisa! I had to do it!”
       “You killed your own soldiers?” was Morgana's hasty response, but she was ignored. The others were stunned to silence. Lovisa held Magus as he looked into her eyes and silently pleaded for her, of all people, to understand. But she just didn't have the words to say. His and Ion's stories seemed like the retelling of a shared nightmare, rather than something that had actually taken place. Finally, Ion spoke: “Come with me. I'll lead you to the fallen.”
       “I'll stay with Magus,” Lovisa said, but Ion shook his head. “He is coming with us, and so are you,” he told her, and though Lovisa's stomach churned at the thought of charred corpses, she chose not to argue. She set Magus on her horse and climbed up behind him. Magus turned to look at her, his eyes pleading. “You do understand me, don't you?” he asked.
       “I'd like to, dear,” Lovisa assured him, “but right now I'm just not sure what I can understand.” When his face fell, she rubbed his head and said, “But don't worry. Either way, I won't let anything happen to you.” He relaxed, settling himself comfortably against her as she urged the horse on.
       What had once been an army of soldiers and their horses was now a mass of blackened corpses, their faces frozen in the agony they had died in. Piles of ash that had once been flesh were morbidly decorated with what remained of the regalia of Aldine. Sanjaia gagged and turned away, clamping his hand over his mouth and breathing heavily to fight off the nausea. Rodin closed his eyes. Lovisa wanted to follow suit, but she couldn't; it was as if an external force willed her eyes to stay open and fixed upon the gruesome scene. The sheltered young lady from an Eridell herbalists' commune had never seen anything near as awful as this, and as much as she wanted to tell herself it wasn't real, she knew better.
       “How did you do it?” Morgana asked Magus, simultaneously fascinated and horrified by a human child with the power to cause such destruction.
       “I...I have magic inside of me,” Magus said, trying hard to avert his eyes from the carnage. “I could always do things like this...”
       “You're a human,” Morgana said almost accusingly. “Where did you get that kind of magic?”
       “I don't know!” Magus insisted. “I don't think I got it from anywhere! I've had it for my whole life!”
       “You were named for it,” Rodin observed. “Or...were you? Is Magus your given name?”
       “It's the only name I ever had,” Magus said.
       “Your mother named you that?” Rodin asked.
Magus shook his head. “They gave it to me at the convent. I don't know what my mother named me. I never knew her.”
       “You grew up in a convent?” Eluani asked. “What sort of convent was it?”
       “I didn't grow up there,” Magus said hastily. He was getting annoyed with the questions. He just wanted Lovisa to take him in her arms again, and take him back to the palace with the good food and the warm bed. He just wanted to forget this entire afternoon and at least pretend to be a normal boy that someone actually cared for. But he knew he'd lost the chance to do that, and he had a dreadful feeling that he would never see the palace again. He cursed himself for running away. “I just lived at the place when I was really little,” Magus went on, “and then they sent me away. I grew up on the streets, all right?”
       “Look,” Troy said, “we don't really need to hear the kid's entire life story right now. We've got a much more pressing issue to deal with.” He looked over the army of charred corpses as if he needed to commit them to memory, or else assure himself that they were in fact real. Then he reached for his communicator, and this time Magus refused to run away.

       Princess Cordelia of Rasta was not Magus' idea of a princess. Of course, he had never seen a princess outside of books and pictures, as he had not been alive during the princess days of Aldine's Queen Alora. What Magus knew of princesses, he knew from storybooks and fanciful tales that he had been told in his childhood. They had not taught him to expect a princess in chainmail, with a sword at her side and a strong, stocky black horse built like a tree. The princesses he knew of wore trailing gowns and rode elegant white steeds.
Magus stayed close to Lovisa, holding on to her hand tightly as he watched the princess and her party examine the remains of the fallen Aldinian soldiers. She was at least as beautiful as the princesses he knew of, and right now her lovely face bore an expression of horror and disgust. It unsettled Magus to see her dainty hand, wrapped up in an armored glove, prod at and turn over the bones of the dead. This was not an affair for a princess; a princess ought to be locked away in her chamber, safe from such sights. Oh, please, Magus pleaded internally, don't let her find out I'm responsible! Not yet, not now! But it was not to be; that knight in red was already carrying on, telling her everything in his dramatic, theatrical way. “One moment they were making their way across the field, and in the next moment they were ablaze! Their death was brutal...they screamed and writhed in agony. I watched their skin wither and melt away from their bones...I know that those cries and those sights shall forever haunt my dreams.” He winced at the memory and put his hand to his breast. “I have met with many horrors in my days, and I have long learned to steel myself in the face of them. But this was something that I was wholly unprepared for. There seemed no explanation, no real reason for these soldiers to die as brutally as they had. But then there was the boy...”
       Now both the knight and the princess fixed their eyes upon Magus, who stared back defiantly in spite of himself. He wanted to hide, but he wouldn't. His hand tightened around Lovisa's and his body became hard as stone as the princess approached him. “Hello there,” she said, with a voice much friendlier than Magus could have expected. “So, you're the knights' young house guest from across the border, am I right?”
       Magus did not respond. “I'm awfully sorry that we had to meet on such terms,” the princess went on. “I had a much warmer welcome planned for you at the city entrance. Have the knights been treating you very well, dear?”
       Still, Magus refused to respond. He resorted to a tactic he had learned on the streets of Aldine, in which he pretended to be a statue and therefore could not speak, move, or even display any outward emotion. It was something he employed when he was questioned or interrogated. Lovisa picked up on it immediately and realized that she would have to do the talking. “I'd like to think that we are,” she told the princess. “We cleaned him up, we gave him some food, he's had a nice rest...”
       “And this was all by the Jewel's instruction?” asked the princess.
       “Well, yes,” Lovisa answered. “But do you know what? I think I would have done it regardless. Cordelia, young boys do not belong out in fields, with dirty faces and holey clothes, no matter what the situation is! And whatever the situation is, you know Magus has no willing part in it! I mean, he's a street waif! Somebody put him up to it!”
       If Magus had not been trying so hard to be a statue, he would have hugged her. She was going to defend him, even after everything that had happened. She was going to stand up for him, no matter how much trouble he caused. She understood. She loves me, he thought, surprised that he was able to identify such feelings. If anyone had ever loved him before, he didn't remember it. Love, no matter what type, was always something that existed outside of his reach. And yet he knew, without a doubt in his mind, that Lovisa loved him. He smiled in spite of himself, and the princess caught on immediately and returned it. “I understand,” she said, laying a hand on Magus' shoulder. “So, your name is Magus?”
       “Yes,” Magus answered monotonously.
       “And you're from Aldine,” Cordelia said. “Where in Aldine are you from?”
       “The capital,” Magus replied.
       “Who took care of you there?” Cordelia asked.
       “Nobody,” Magus answered.
       For a few moments Cordelia was silent, her thoughtful eyes looking over Magus' head. Finally, she said, “It would probably be best for us to discuss this at the Palace of the Jewel. It was...”
       “Yes!” Magus cried out, and Lovisa couldn't stop herself from laughing. But he didn't mind it. He rather liked her laughter.
       “Yes,” the princess went on, nodding as if in agreement with him. “It was quite foolish to leave the palace unguarded for so long anyhow. We'll go back there and discuss this over a meal.” She turned to her party of armored soldiers, who talked over what to do about the fallen soldiers. “Patrol the area,” she said firmly.
       “Of course, m'lady,” one of the men answered, placing a hand to his breast in a gesture of loyalty.
       Tears came to Magus' eyes, and he allowed them to fall. Lovisa brushed his wind-tousled hair back from his face and pulled him into a hug, which he returned.

       The roast chicken, peas, and cheese that were served at dinner were met with largely the same reception as the earlier milk and sweetbreads. Magus was allowed to take as much as he liked, his less-than-perfect table manners were excused, and the princess allowed him a few moments before he answered her questions. He was much more receptive to questions now, and Cordelia and the knights had learned much more about him than they thought he'd be willing to provide: his name was Magus, and it had been given to him by the head of the mages' convent he had been sent to somewhere between the ages of one and three. His mother had died long before he was old enough to remember her, and no one knew anything about his father. He lived in an orphanage until they had managed to send him off to the convent, which was a convent where practitioners of all varieties of the magic arts were sent to practice their craft. “They sent me there because of my powers,” Magus had explained. “The orphanage was afraid of me because of my magic. They thought I was too dangerous to keep around.”
       Up until Magus was six, the master magi at the convent worked hard at teaching him the control and management of his magic. Life at the convent was strict and regimented, and even moreso for Magus; his days consisted of bland meals, long days of hard work and education, and nights asleep in his own room far away from the mages' dormitories. He was the only child there, and the mages were unconcerned with him. His instructors tended to his lessons—praising modestly, punishing harshly—and left him alone once they concluded for the day. He had not a single friend in the world, and not a single person truly cared if he was happy or if he was well. “I don't think they wanted me there any more than the orphanage did,” Magus said. “They all treated me like I was a time bomb about to go off at any moment. They could contain me, but that was all that they could do, or wanted to do. I spent those years thinking that I was a monster, and that's why nobody ever played with me, or talked to me outside of lessons, or wanted my company at all. It was why the mages hurried away whenever they saw me, and why I wasn't allowed to stay in the dormitories and make friends with them. I would look at myself in the mirror and wonder why a monster like me looked like any other kid. Those days were just awful.”
       By the time Magus was nearly seven years old, he had learned that he had something inside of him that was beautiful and dangerous in equal parts. His instructors had established that he was born with a gift and that no one else in the world had power such as his, not even the most powerful of the master magi at the convent. It was a wonderful gift that he could make use of only when the time was right, and they made sure that he knew when the time was right. But when it was not, it was to be safely locked away inside him, where it could not cause any harm to others. “I thought that if I showed them I could do this,” Magus said, “then they wouldn't be so hard on me anymore. They might praise me more, they might talk to me more...they might even like me. I wanted to impress them. All I wanted was someone to like me.”
       Magus maintained control of his powers, retaining an impressive amount of caution and discipline for a child his age. He used his powers only in the ways he had been instructed to, and in doing so, he earned the praise that he so craved. In his daily activities, he was well-behaved and out of the way, absorbing himself in the books that he had taught himself to read. It reached the mages studying at the convent that the young boy the masters presided over had an incredible ability to handle the powerful elemental magic he had inexplicably acquired, and they became fascinated with him. The master magi themselves were impressed with Magus' ability to handle such power, and an overheard conversation let on that they were very proud of him. When he was called down to the head magus' chamber after a long day of being left entirely alone, Magus anticipated the reward of love and approval that he had worked so hard for; he would be hugged and kissed like the children in the books he read, and the magi that had been his instructors would become his family. But to his horror, the head magician told him that they were sending him away. “He told me that they had no more to teach me,” Magus said, “and that I showed them that I had learned well. He said that I'd grown in leaps and bounds, and there was nothing more I needed to know. Then he said...” Magus looked at the table then, and Lovisa lightly nudged him. “What did he say?” she gently prompted.
       “He said that he had spoken with the children's home two villages down,” Magus went on, “and that there was room for me there. I was sent there the next morning.”
       Magus' send-off had been an uneventful one. His instructors, whom he had gotten to know for the past three years, went about their daily business as if he was only an afterthought that they had pushed to the back of their minds. The convent mages tended to their studies and paid him no mind. He sat waiting in the lobby, carrying a bag of his clothes and books, overcome by the rage and tears that come with betrayal. Nobody liked him or wanted him, and he hated them all. He hated everybody. The caretaker of the children's home seemed kind enough, squeezing his cheeks and calling him “sweetheart,” but he hated her because he didn't want to go with her. He glowered at her with all of the ferocious rage that a small boy could manage, and as she took him by the hand and led him away, he shot the head magus this same hateful look. The head magus simply waved at him and turned to leave, putting the boy out of mind forever.
       It was evident that the home had been informed of Magus' powers; the other children regarded him with odd glances, as if they did not recognize him as entirely human, and he was kept in isolation just as he had been at the convent. “You are a very special young man,” his caretaker had informed him with kindness that seemed false, “and you have special abilities—things you can do that other children can't. They can be very dangerous, and we must make sure that the other children don't get hurt. You wouldn't want to hurt anybody, would you, Magus?”
       All Magus took away from this patronizing lecture was that he was going to be alone again, and he was fine with that. He had given up on his dreams of having friends or being loved. The caretakers that came by to bring him food and pat his head did so out of obligation, not love. The other children wanted nothing to do with him, and he wanted nothing to do with them. He hated them even more when they were allowed to go away with some kind soul looking for a child to complete their family. Every so often, a smiling child would leave the home, holding the hands of some happy couple or kindly person leading them on their way to a new life. Every so often, a child destined for a new home bid their happy farewells to the friends they had made, who cheered them on and wished them good luck. Nobody came for Magus, and nobody ever said goodbye to him. He was an afterthought in the back of the world's mind, and for that, he hated the world.
       “I had my books, I had my magic, and they were all I had,” Magus explained. “So I wondered why I even had to stay there. That so-called 'home' had nothing for me. Being there made me feel lonely and overlooked...and trapped, very trapped. I saw the friendships and associations the others had and I knew that I would never have anything like that. It hurt me. Everything about the place hurt me and made me angry, and I made up my mind that I didn't have to be trapped there. I ran away.”
       Magus left behind the toys and small possessions that the caretakers had given him, which had belonged to other children that decided they didn't want them anymore. “I didn't want them either,” Magus said, “but it broke my heart when I found out that I couldn't take all of my books. They were just too heavy on my back, even after I'd thrown aside my clothes to make room for them. I cared much more about my books than my clothes.” In the end, he had only been able to keep three very favorite books, along with two sets of clothes in addition to those on his back. While the other children played in the yard, he sat in the corner with a book in his hands, as he did every day. He stayed close by the fence, and when he was certain that nobody was watching, he slipped out of the fence and took off down the street until his legs wouldn't carry him anymore. He never went back.
       “Didn't anybody come looking for you?” Alicia asked.
       “If they did, I never knew it,” Magus told her, “but I don't think they did. They didn't really care about me.”
       “So, you've been out on the streets ever since then?” Lovisa asked, appalled. “Since you were seven or eight?” All at once, she had been struck hard with sympathetic pain for the poor young man who never had a friend in the world. She wanted to take him in her arms again, to kiss his hair and tell him that he was going to be all right. She wanted to tuck him in under the blankets and tell him that she was going to take care of him from now on. He would be liked, and even loved. To her question, Magus nodded. “My magic kept me alive,” he said, “and my books kept me company. They were all I had and all I needed. I never had a home, and after a while I didn't even want one.”
       The entire time that Magus had been telling his story, Cordelia had retained a polite, attentive silence. Now, she held her hand out to him and said, “Come here, Magus.” Magus wouldn't budge without some coaxing from Lovisa, but then he cautiously extended his shaking hand to take hers. “Magus, you will have a home now,” Cordelia told him. “From now on, you will have everything: good meals, good clothes, a place to live, all of the books you want, and somebody who will truly care for you. I will do whatever it takes to ensure that you have a home...a real home, Magus. And if nobody else will take you in, then I will do it myself.”
       “Couldn't he stay here?” asked Lovisa. “I can take care of him! You'd like to stay here, wouldn't you, Magus?”
       “May I?” Magus blurted out before Cordelia could answer. “Oh, may I, please? I promise I won't...” But his heart fell when the look in her eyes told him it was not to be. “It isn't safe for you here, Magus,” she said gravely. “This place is threatened; there is always a possibility of an enemy strike. I'll take you into the city, where I can find a much safer place for you to live. Oh dear, don't look so dismal! I will personally ensure that you are well cared for, and never overlooked. And Lovisa can still visit with you. You won't be losing her!”
       Magus relaxed, though he was still dubious. He turned to Lovisa, and she softly laid her hand on top of his head. “I will visit you every day,” she told him. “That's a promise! And now, Cordelia, do you think that you could send for some ice cream?”
       “I think that could be arranged,” Cordelia said with a light chuckle. “But there's one thing that you haven't told me, Magus, and I think that it's crucial for me to know.”
       “What's that?” Magus asked, his nerves returning.
        Cordelia folded her hands and propped her chin upon them, in a way that reminded Magus of his stern instructors back at the convent. “How and why did you cross the border?” 

Monday, January 11, 2016

Into the Land of the Elves: An Alliance and a Dream

The Diary of Miss Aidyn Hall, displaced human
August 24
5:50 AM
An Alliance and a Dream

       I'm sure that this would have been the best sleep I ever had, if I could sleep at all. The mattress is thick and cloudlike and I just can't figure out how they managed that without memory foam. It's the nicest mattress I've ever lied down upon, with the softest blankets I've ever snuggled under. But except in pitiful fragments, sleep has not been happening.
       After several prompts from Apple Blossom, her mother, and her father several times throughout the day, I still haven't told either one of them about what Katie did. As much as it makes me a terrible person, I just couldn't get the words out. They just locked themselves up inside of me and there was nothing I could do to free them. Eventually, they all stopped asking, and I was allowed to run home and get my luggage. I half-expected to find Katie standing on my front porch with Hannah and Janelle, all three of them giving me those disgusting looks of faux concern. But thankfully, I was greeted by an empty house and was able to pick up my things in peace.
       I think Apple Blossom would be a lot more excited about my staying over if the situation were different. If she had any other opportunity for me to stay over for any other reason, she'd be bouncing off the walls about it all day and night. But yesterday, with the thought of this mysterious problem that's made me cry and that I won't even talk about, she walked around in a somber state, her natural bounciness snuffed out like a candle flame. Everytime I met her eyes, they looked upon me with genuine worry, silently pleading for me to just open up and tell her so that she could stop making one dreary speculation after another. It just about killed me to see her so dejected.
       It's dawn now, and the Jadeites are waking up. Last night, I learned that Jadeites are like birds; they go to bed as soon as the sky grows dark, and they rise at the crack of dawn. Like birds, they're chattering happily as they get ready for the day. Apple Blossom should be awake soon, if she isn't already, and I think now is the time to tell her the truth. Then, hopefully, I will be able to get some real sleep...

10:47 AM

       I found Apple Blossom sitting on her bed, still in her nightgown, playing with a little wood-carved rabbit toy. When she saw me, she flew off of the bed and wrapped her arms around me. “Good morning, Aidyn, good morning!” she chirped like a merry songbird. “I was just about to go and see if you were awake yet...and look, you are!”
       I'm not supposed to be,” I told her. “Humans aren't exactly early risers. But I couldn't sleep last night, and...”
       Apple Blossom looked at me with concern—real concern. “Oh dear! Why not?”
       “Because I have something to tell you,” I continued, “something that I should have told you yesterday.” I sat down beside her on the bed and I took her hand. “This is very serious, Apple Blossom, and it's not going to be happy news. But I need you to pass it on to your parents, all right?”
       “All right,” Apple Blossom said with a nod.
        So I told her everything, from beginning to end. I even showed her the texts, after explaining a little bit about how text messaging works. I made it very clear how much of it was my fault, and that if I hadn't told Katie anything in the first place, none of this would be happening right now. In the end, I was in tears, and Apple Blossom had been moved to silence. I couldn't deal with silence at that point in time, especially not out of her. “Please say something!” I pleaded. “Say anything!”
       “I don't know what to say yet,” she told me. At least it was something. I decided maybe it was best for me to go. “I'm going back to bed,” I said, wiping my eyes with the back of my hand. “I've...I've told you everything I needed to tell you. Like I said, humans shouldn't be up this early. And Apple Blossom, I'm...” I felt more tears coming on, and I choked back a sob. “I'm sorry!”
       “Wait, Aidyn!” she called out as I headed for the door. Of course, I halted. “What is it, dear?”
       “Maybe you weren't wrong,” she said. “Maybe even Katie wasn't wrong.”
       “Say what?” was my flabbergasted response.
       “I said maybe you weren't wrong, and neither was Katie,” she repeated herself. “Maybe we're wrong...about humans, I mean. Maybe we've been wrong all along. Maybe this is only a bad thing because we made it a bad thing. Maybe...maybe it's good that the humans want to know us so badly, and maybe we ought to just let them!”
       “Oh no,” I said, shaking my head. “Apple Blossom, you're thinking dangerously. You weren't wrong about humans, not at all! Don't you think that what Katie's done is enough proof of that? She's gone and done what she wanted, without any regard at all for your safety and protection, and that's the kind of thing that humans do all the time! Now those two people she told could go and tell three other people, and then those three other people could go and tell some of their friends, and then...”
       Apple Blossom stopped me. “Aidyn, I let a human in, and I ended up making a great friend—no, a best friend. I let another one in, and I made another friend.”
       “Katie is not your friend!” I said abruptly.
       “I want her to be!” Apple Blossom said back. “And she wants to be, too! That's why she told her friends about me! Aidyn, everybody wants their friends to get to know their new friend! I certainly wanted my friends to know you. That's why I brought you to my birthday party, and there was another reason, too.”
       “There was?” I asked. I thought I had the whole birthday party thing all figured out. “What was the other reason?”
       Apple Blossom took my hand, then, and squeezed it tight. “To form an alliance,” she told me with queenly solemnity. “Ideal alliances are formed on special, honored days, when the entire Greenwood has come together to celebrate. The princess' birthday is one of these days, and it was just my luck that the human I had been waiting for came around right then! Aidyn, I've always wanted to meet a human. No matter how scary they were, no matter how many times I was warned to keep away from them, no matter how beastly and dangerous others told me they were, no matter how horrible they looked in books, I have always wanted to meet one for real. When I was younger, I would wait out by the gate—I was too scared to actually go outside of the gate—and watch for them. I told myself that if one of them came around, I wouldn't run away. I would stay there, and if they didn't talk to me then I would talk to them.”
       “You are a very, very brave girl,” I said with reverence.
       “Well, nobody came around,” Apple Blossom went on. “Not until my birthday. The day before, we received news that a human had been tagged outside of the gates, and I consulted the guardians immediately. I reminded them that the next day was my birthday, and in the spirit of the occasion, I wanted the gates lifted just this once. I told them that for my birthday, I wanted to just see the human. I didn't tell them that if you were a nice enough human, I wanted to bring you into the kingdom. If I told them that, they would never have agreed to lift the gates, and besides, I wasn't ready to expect a nice human. Actually, I didn't really expect for you to come back around—most humans don't.
       “So on my birthday, I sneaked away from the party and I waited out by the gates, just as I had done on so many afternoons when I was very young and wanted to catch sight of a human. The gates were raised, just as I had requested. I was glad that the guardians had let me have my birthday wish. And then I saw you, Aidyn. It was as if a creature out of a storybook had come to life. Except you weren't like the humans in the storybooks, not at all!”
       “And you weren't scared of me?” I asked. “Not even a little bit?”
       “Well, yes, I was a little scared,” she admitted. “But it comforted me that you weren't the ugly, hulking beast I had half-expected. Really, you weren't so very different from us Jadeites. I was surprised to see that you were only about as tall as my father, and that you had such a pretty face.”
       “Well, thanks,” I said, tousling her hair.
       Apple Blossom looked up at me with all of the solemnity that a little girl could manage—which, in Apple Blossom's case, was quite a lot. The girl was practically a queen already. “I knew then,” she told me, “that the stories had been wrong, that we had been entirely wrong about humans. You weren't a beast. As I got to know you, that became more and more apparent. You were simply a creature from another world, not quite so different from us as I had been told. You could be kind. You could be friends. You weren't angry, or hateful, or destructive. From that day on, I thought it was silly that Jadeites hated humans so much. I didn't want to hate humans, and I didn't want everybody else to be so afraid of you. I wanted to put an end to it! And now, I don't think it was an accident, Aidyn; you came in on an honored day, returning even though no other humans ever had. The guardians even lifted the gates for you...you know, if it had been any other day, they would never have done that, no matter how I asked. It all had to be for a reason. I think it had to be for a reason that you're as kind as you are, and that you were able to win everybody over in the way that you did. I feel as though it wouldn't have happened with any other human.”
       “It's only my nature, Apple Blossom,” I told her. “Besides, I don't believe in fate or in destiny.”
       “I do,” Apple Blossom said, “and now that things have happened the way they have, I think I was destined to put a stop to this foolishness about humans after all. I think we're supposed to form an alliance. I think we were always supposed to form an alliance. So if we're going to form an alliance, we might as well start with your three friends. They want to know me, Aidyn, and I want to know them.”
       For a few moments, both of us were silent. Really, I had run out of things to say. Apple Blossom's heart was definitely in the right place, but she was playing with fire. There was a reason for the Jadeites' (and the tree elves') hatred of humans—I didn't think so before, but now I knew. Katie had given me that reality check. Humans were selfish, impulsive, and therefore dangerous. To align with them would be dangerous. Apple Blossom had a bad idea with good intentions. But the only thing I could think to say about it was, “You know your parents would never agree to that.”
       She nodded. “You're right,” she said, “so this is going to take some time. But I'll start by telling them what you've told me. You wanted me to tell them, didn't you?”
       “Yes,” I said, “please do.”
       “I will,” said Apple Blossom. Then she chuckled. “You know, you told me this wasn't happy news, but it turned out to be very happy news after all! This could be the start of something wonderful, Aidyn, for Jadeites and for humans!”
       “Maybe it could,” I said, and we left it at that. This could be the start of something wonderful, or the start of something terrible, and we had no real way of knowing. What I saw as a horrible mistake, Apple Blossom saw as the first step to making a dream come true. But even so, she was playing with fire. I had no way of knowing what Katie and the others' true intentions were, and even if they were good, they say that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. Apple Blossom may be the poster child for that little aphorism.
        Or else, she may be the one to avert it. I don't think I'm ready to find out, nor is the Greenwood. I think for now, it's best that I continue to lay low. 

Monday, December 21, 2015

The Knights of the Jewel: Magus

        How could the princess speak so familiarly with the Jewel? Speaking to it at all proved difficult for Lovisa, who for the moment couldn't even bring herself to open the great double doors that led to the Jewel's chamber. Sure, she had been here before to greet the Jewel or to wish it goodnight; the Jewel considered them all to be its companions, and to reciprocate such considerations with a greeting or an acknowledgement seemed natural. But to actually stand before the Jewel and consult it, to ask for its advice, or even to carry out any sort of conversation with it did not seem natural at all. Lovisa had never approached the Jewel on her own; at the knighting ceremony, her seven comrades had been there with her, and the Jewel had no words for her that it did not have for any of them. They had all been made to feel simultaneously small, insignificant, great, and powerful by its words.
        Still, Lovisa knew that if no one knew what to do about that poor boy, then the Jewel certainly would. But if she didn't act, then there was nothing to be done. Feeling as stiff as if she had been petrified, Lovisa pulled the massive doors aside and entered. There was the Jewel, sitting upon its dais in an oddly patient manner, as if it had been waiting for her. In an instant, Lovisa's anxiety was replaced by the combination of joy and comfort that she remembered so well from her first encounter with the Jewel. She felt as though it were the beginning of the holiday season, or the first day of a week-long stay with a dear friend or relative. If the Jewel was a person, she figured, then it would be a kind maiden woman who warmly welcomed guests into her home to have a chocolate chip cookie and a seat on a comfortable chair. But still, how was one meant to address a magic stone? Lovisa was spared the difficulty of having to figure it out when the Jewel spoke first. “Hello, Lovisa.”
        “Hello,” Lovisa replied, and the sound of the Jewel's voice calmed her enough to allow herself to walk right up to the dais. “I mean, good afternoon,” she said, remembering that pleasantries were the best things to be said when nothing else could be.
        “What brings you to me, my dear?” the Jewel asked in a rather motherly fashion. Lovisa did not hear the words from the Jewel itself, but from the turquoise stone around her neck. “Have you run into any sort of terrible trouble?”
        “Oh, not exactly,” Lovisa said. “We're all just fine. But you see, Ion and Troy found this young boy just sitting around in the middle of the field, and they brought him to me. He's only about fourteen years old and, well, he certainly looks as though he has had a rough time of it. We don't know where he came from or what his intentions are, and if he knows, then he isn't telling us. So we're all at a total loss for what to do with him. But he's so small, much too small for a boy his age. He's dirty and burnt and his clothes are frayed...could a boy like that really hide any wicked intents?”
        There was a long silence. Even the Jewel, Lovisa supposed, must take some time to think. Finally, it spoke again, and its voice was like a long, heavy sigh. “Anybody,” it told her, “has the ability to harbor malicious intents, and anybody has the ability to mask them. But I would like you to bring this boy here to me.”
        “Bring him here?” Lovisa asked incredulously. “Are you s...” She caught herself. Of course the Jewel was sure. It would not have said anything that it was not sure of. “All right, I will,” she said with a nod. “Thank you, Jewel, for your time and for your help.” She nodded again and she saw herself out. The Jewel had no more words for her.

        Lovisa found Sanjaia's horse before she found Sanjaia and the boy, but she was relieved that it was parked in the same place as where she had left them. She parked her own horse beside it and dismounted, and found the two of them nestled safely underneath the thick branches and trailing leaves of a willow tree—a makeshift fortress. Sanjaia sat perched on a lower branch, strumming out a merry melody on his lute. The boy had managed to relax enough to lie down and rest his head on a soft clover patch. His eyes were closed, his face calm, and his arms crossed over his chest, and Lovisa wondered if he had actually fallen asleep. But at the sound of Lovisa's footsteps, his eyes snapped open immediately, and he sat up. “I'm sorry,” Lovisa said, “I didn't mean to wake you!”
        “I wasn't asleep,” was the boy's stony reply.
        “You could've fooled me,” Lovisa said with a chuckle. “Anyhow, I would like for you to come with us. I've found a place for you to go, and there's somebody who would like to see you.”
        “Who is it?” Sanjaia asked in unison with the boy.
        “It's somebody very kind,” Lovisa told the boy, “and very wise, who will know exactly what to do to take care of you. Go on back to the horses now. Sanjaia and I will meet you there.”
        The boy headed back to the horses with an unmistakable spring in his step that had not been present before, holding his head higher and his body taller, without a slump or a slouch to be seen. Guilt took hold of Lovisa at the thought of this poor waif facing interrogation or even imprisonment when all he wanted was a warm place to rest his head. If he was sent to go against us, she thought, then the real enemy is whoever it is that sent him. She had the saddening feeling that the boy had forgotten he was meant to be an enemy the moment he was offered care and kindness.
        “So where are we taking him?” Sanjaia asked. “Who is this mysterious kindly soul?”
        “It isn't so mysterious,” replied Lovisa. “It's...it's the Jewel.”
        “Lovisa, no!” Sanjaia caught her by the shoulders. “You can't take him to the palace, Lovisa! Remember what Ion said! You can't trust him!”
        “Well, tell me where else he should go!” Lovisa snapped. “Sanjaia, the Jewel itself told me to bring him there! If the Jewel itself requests his presence...”
        “You spoke with the Jewel?” Sanjaia asked, astonished.
        “Yes,” Lovisa said, “I did. 'Bring the boy to me,' it said. It would not have said that if it saw any danger!”
        They found the boy waiting on the back of Lovisa's horse, his expectant eyes facing the horizon. Sanjaia knew that he couldn't argue with the Jewel. “It's probably best if we don't tell Ion,” he whispered finally as he mounted his horse. “Are you all right?” Lovisa asked the boy warmly, forcing herself to smile against her guilt and anxiety.
        “Fine,” the boy said dryly.
        They urged the horses on, making way for the Palace of the Jewel, making their way through the repetitive scenery of tall grass and thickets of weeds and shrubs. The boy was alerted to a sudden cacophony in the distance: what sounded like a horrifically agonized cry that sent a chill through the bones of all three of them. “What in the world is going on out there?”
        “It's nothing to worry about,” Sanjaia assured him. He recognized it as the sound of Morgana testing out one of her distortion spells against an unfortunate manikin.
        “That's nothing to worry about?!” the boy asked, his voice quaking. “It sounds as though somebody's being turned inside-out!”
        “Nobody is being turned inside-out,” Sanjaia told him with a light chuckle. “It's only a friend of ours, practicing her spells.”
        “What kind of spells?” the boy asked. But Sanjaia shook his head; he wouldn't say anything more about it, and the boy didn't press him. He remained silent until they pulled up into the courtyard of the Palace of the Jewel, and then he let out a cry in spite of himself.
        “What's wrong?” Lovisa asked. “Are you all right?”
        “It's...it's just...it's remarkable!” the boy exclaimed with a gasp. Like other children, he had read about such places in storybooks, and like other children, he had been sure that such places did not exist outside of storybooks. Oh, he knew that there were palaces, though he had never been fortunate enough to see one up close. But a palace like this, with its opalescent walls that reflected every color of the rainbow and its glistening towers that imposingly looked down upon them as if alive, was another thing entirely. Everything, from the trailing, bell-like flowers in the courtyard to the glittering golden gates inlaid with tiny pearls, seemed unfit for any ordinary royalty. “Who in the world lives there?” the boy asked once he had caught his breath.
        “You'll see,” Lovisa told him. “But wait here for a moment, all right? Keep a sharp eye on him, Sanjaia.” She dismounted her horse and unlocked the gate to let herself through.
        Keep a sharp eye on him. The boy was still distrusted, and he sighed wearily. He distracted himself with the sight of the dreamy palace before him, watching as reeds danced in the wind beside the aquamarine-colored garden pond. Sanjaia played a bit on his harp, but the boy was too enchanted to take any notice.
        Lovisa returned a few moments later and, to the boy's surprise, unlocked the gate again and pushed it aside for him. “Come in, honey,” she said, and he thought that his heart would rise and fly. Oh my! I get to go in there?! He leaped from his horse and darted through the gate like a rabbit, and Lovisa quickly caught him by the hand. “Not so fast, please,” she told him firmly. “We'll be going in together.” She could feel his body tremble as she led him to the entrance. The boy found warmth in her hand this time, which he had not felt when Ion had handed him over to her like a pet that nobody wanted. The warmth increased as she led him into the palace, and he remembered what it was like to be cared for.

        A staple such as milk is one that is easily taken for granted. After all, in any ideal quality of life, milk is both plentiful and accessible. Very few may truly appreciate milk, or savor the taste of milk, or long for milk with their breakfast in the way they might long for blueberry pancakes. But if someone were to find themselves in a situation where milk was as hard to come by as a buttercream birthday cake, it would become just as savored and sought after.
        “Oh, I think that's enough, Magus,” Lovisa said, patting the boy's head when he eagerly held out his glass for a fourth serving of milk. “If you fill up on milk, there won't be room for anything else. Eat your sweetbread. It's really good!”
        “It's so empty in there that I have room for anything,” Magus insisted, but he obediently took a bite out of the bread, and then had to be stopped from wolfing the rest down. It was as if he had never seen good food before, even ordinary food like milk and sweetbreads. Dear god, Lovisa thought as she watched him greedily gobble it up, how has this boy been living? His clothes had been changed from the dirty street attire to the soft cotton pants and taffeta shirts from Rodin's wardrobe; though they shared a clothing size, the clothes were still very loose and billowy on Magus' twig-thin body. The Jewel had instructed Lovisa and Sanjaia to let him have a bath and to dispose of all traces of his old attire, preferably by burning them. Lovisa didn't know why, but Sanjaia did, and it gave him a spooky feeling: the Jewel had discovered that the boy came from Aldine. The clothes were bugged from head to toe. The thread-worn pockets of the loose shirt and torn jeans were ideal hiding places for tiny devices designed to spy and track, as were the holey cap and shoes. The boy was likely outfitted with so many devices, traps, bugs, tools, tricks, and even magic spells intended for surveillance that a thorough bath was the only way to get every inch of them off. Sanjaia had guarded the bath door for an hour and not one moment less, no matter how much Magus insisted that he was done washing. “You're done when I say you're done,” was Sanjaia's curt response. He was taken aback by how harshly he spoke—he had never spoken like that before. Good lord, he thought, we really are changing...
        The Jewel had not deemed it necessary to turn Magus away, and even if it had, Lovisa wouldn't have been able to do it. That said, it was Lovisa who would have to explain why he was here despite strict instructions to keep him away. Magus had cleaned his plate entirely and now held it out for her. “Can I have more?” he asked hopefully, and Lovisa was delighted to see that some color had returned to his pale face, which reminded her of something else entirely. “No, honey,” she said, taking the plate from him. “You can have some more later on. Right now, I'd like to tend to those awful sunburns. Why, you look just like a roast chicken!”
        “I feel like one too,” said Magus, and Lovisa giggled. “Go on over to the bed, then,” she told him, “and I'll look around and see what I have for those burns.”
        “I've been wanting to lie down on that bed since I laid eyes on it!” Magus excitably confided. He threw himself down on the bed with relish, ignoring the pain of his burns and the aches of joints that never found a good place to rest. He was delighted to find a mattress so soft and thick that his body sank into it. He sighed happily and rolled over on his back. When Lovisa returned, she found him asleep with one pink cheek pressed against the pillow. He was not yet so far into sleep that he could not feel the delightfully cool, minty ointment that she gently applied to his sunburnt face, or the soft kiss that she placed on his cheek once she finished.

        There was much discussion among the seven other knights about what was to be done about Lovisa and Magus, none of it shared with Lovisa and Magus themselves. Ion considered her breach of his orders a grave betrayal, which quickly escalated to an act of treason when Sanjaia reported that the boy came from Aldine. “She doesn't think!” Ion had roared. “She leads with her foolish heart, and now that heart has led the snake and his venom right to our door!”
        He had calmed down considerably since then, after a few of his well-meaning comrades had convinced him to lead with his own head as opposed to his hot blood. As per their advice, he had not confronted Lovisa or even spoken with her at all, and the rest of them followed suit. When he spoke now, his exasperation was buried under several layers of pity: “It's a shame, she is such a dear girl, and I've never known a better heart than hers. But it's that very heart that has gotten the best of her. No one has ever taught her that there's no room for kindness in war.”
        “Of course they haven't,” Alicia said in Lovisa's defense. “She has never known war.”
        “She's only following the Jewel's advice,” Sanjaia said. “The Jewel told her to bring the kid here, and so she did! The Jewel told her to let him have a bath and some food, and so she did! The Jewel said it was safe to keep him here for now, and so that's what she did! Do you really think that the Jewel would lead danger to its own door?”
        “He is dangerous,” Morgana said harshly, “and only an idiot would doubt that. But I suppose that the Jewel saw something in him besides the danger. Humans are dreadfully complicated, and young humans especially—they are fickle, impressionable young things who hardly have a mind to make up. I suppose that somewhere in the unintelligible nonsense that makes up the mind of a young human, the Jewel found something that prompted it to keep him around.
        “I'll tell you what the Jewel saw in him,” Sanjaia said, standing up on his chair. “It saw a child, put up to some ridiculous evil plan by some ridiculous evil man who finds it appropriate to send a kid out to do his dirty work! He was probably promised food, or a bed, or even money in return. 'Go do these knights in, and you won't have to sleep in a pile of dirty hay tonight!' But now look, he's gotten that and more without having to do anybody in! So who's to say that he won't just give up on the whole thing? I think it might be all right to let up on him at least a little.”
        “And as usual,” chided Morgana, “you're a fool.”
        “Eluani hasn't said anything,” Alicia interjected as Sanjaia attempted to work up a retort. “If anybody ought to have anything to say about all this, it would be Eluani, and yet she's been completely silent!” They all looked to Eluani, who was sitting at the end of the table with her arms folded and her face stoic. “How do you feel about all this, Eluani?” Alicia asked. “Do you think that it bodes well?”
        Before Eluani could answer, Lovisa appeared in the doorway. “I know you've all decided not to speak to me,” she said bitterly, “and I know you probably don't care about Magus...”
        “I do care!” Sanjaia interrupted.
        “Yes,” said Alicia, “how is he doing?”
        Lovisa grinned. “He's smiling in his sleep,” she told them. “I don't think he's ever even dreamed of accommodations like these.”
        “I'm sure he's dreamed of them,” Morgana said coldly.
        “It's very unfortunate,” Alicia said, “but Lovisa, you know that he can't stay here. He's a refugee from Aldine, and it's just too dangerous to keep one of those around.”
        “Where else is he going to stay?” Lovisa asked defensively. “They won't have him in the city.”
        “I wonder why,” Troy said with a roll of his eyes.
        “It's dangerous for him too,” Alicia reminded Lovisa. “Right now, we are under the constant threat of an attack. You know that.”
        “I do know that,” Lovisa said, “but we can protect him. And if we can't, the Jewel certainly can. There's a reason that it asked me to bring him here.”
        “Yes,” said Rodin, “it wanted him off the streets and out of harm's way. Now that he is, we've got to figure out what to do with him.”
        “You don't know if that's the only reason,” Lovisa argued.
        “Take him to the princess,” Eluani spoke out suddenly, and everyone turned to face her. “As soon as he wakes up, we'll get him fed and on a horse, and we'll set out.”
        “You can't be serious,” said Troy in exasperation. “It's bad enough that he's hanging around here. Now you want him brought to the palace?
        “Not that they'll take him,” interjected Morgana.
        “I didn't say to take him to the palace,” said Eluani, “I said to take him to the princess. As soon as he wakes up, we'll go.”
        After the incident with the golem, the knights had been given devices that could be used to call upon the princess at any time, as well as to communicate with eachother across the field. Rodin took his out now and pressed the switch that would allow him to connect with the princess' device. “Princess Cordelia?” he spoke out, and she returned a clear and prompt response: “Yes, Rodin, what do you need?”
        Rodin was suddenly at a loss for words. “I...we...well...”
       “We found a young vagrant out in the fields,” Ion took over. “He is a waif from Aldine.”
        There was silence. Lovisa could have slapped him. You idiot! They're going to interrogate him, browbeat him, intimidate him...and he doesn't need that! He needs someone to take care of him! Finally, Cordelia spoke: “Are you sure that he's from Aldine? Did he tell you so himself?”
        “The Jewel told us,” Rodin said.
        “Do you have the child with you?” Cordelia asked.
        “We do,” replied Rodin.
        “Then bring him to the city entrance,” Cordelia said. “I will meet him there.”
        “As you wish,” said Ion. “Thank you, Princess.” He turned to Lovisa. “Go and wake the boy.”
        “I'm not going to wake him,” Lovisa said defiantly. “We will wait until he wakes up, and then we will give him dinner before taking him out. You can tell the princess that.” She headed for the door, her mind already formulating the right words to say to Magus. No matter how the news was broken, it would be a betrayal. But hopefully there was a way to take a bit of the edge off. To find Magus standing there at the door, his eyes turned on her like angry flames, was the very last thing that she would have expected. “Magus!” she exclaimed. “How long have you...”
        “I heard everything!” he cried out with fury. “You brought me around just to toss me back out! I ought to have known!”
        “Magus...” Eluani began.
        “Shut up!” he hollered. “Don't even talk to me! You all hated me from the start...and I hate you too! You all can burn in hell!
        He took off running, making his way through the halls like an angry dart with no particular target. Immediately, Lovisa gave chase. “Magus!” she called. “Magus, come back here! Magus!” But his legs were like springs, and he flung himself out the door before Lovisa could catch up to him. She heard Ion's angry boots pounding their way towards her, and she turned around and stood her ground, her arms outstretched. “Step aside!” Ion roared, his eyes crackling like the sparks of a blue flame.
        “Leave him alone, Ion!” Lovisa cried. “He's...” The next thing she knew, she was lifted into the air and set back down on her feet in one swift motion that knocked the wind out of her. By the time she regained her composure, Ion was already out the door.

        Magus was accustomed to running, and he had the powerful legs to show for it. His entire life, it seemed, was running; running down streets, through alleyways and farmers' fields, running from guards and from people who caught him stealing, running from ruffians that singled him out as easy prey, running from the many altercations he had gotten himself into. He had been tossed over Aldine's border and forced to run from guards, and now he was running from traitors he had been foolish enough to believe were friends. He didn't have any friends.
        The good meal he'd had—a very rare treat for him—had given him the energy to fling himself over the golden gates of the palace and dart off before anyone that may have been chasing him could even think of catching him. The sound of heavy feet pounding after him brought him down to his hands and knees, darting through shrubbery and patches of tall grass like a snake. He sprung up the moment he touched road and continued to run. The beautiful clothes that he had been given were dusty and stained with grass. His hair, which had been detangled and combed down neatly, was tousled by the breeze and was gradually returning to its previous wild state. His burns began to sting again as the sun touched his skin. He had been brought to an enchanted castle, where they had managed to transform him into someone else for the time being. Now he was out in the wide world again, and slowly reverting back to himself. He was truly lost, with nowhere to go that would not lead him into trouble. The beacon that he was meant to use to call upon his benefactors at a time like this had been taken from him. It was still in the palace, with all of the other remnants of his life in Aldine.
        The woods were still a distance away, but nearby enough that they would provide a viable place to settle. The trees would shade him from the sun, there were thickets to hide in, and there were willows. Willows, with their dense, trailing leaves and strong bodies, were the best possible shelter trees. In Magus' experience, they often grew alongside clear streams and ponds, where there was water and fresh fish to be had. The thought of a willow was a comforting one in the past, but now it could not measure up to the nice, soft bed that he had left behind in the palace. He wiped a tear from his eye, and shook his head as if to clear away any more that might come. You wouldn't have been able to stay there, Magus, he reminded himself. They would've taken you away, and then you would be back out here anyway, if not in prison. He slowed down and allowed his legs a respite from the need to run. It was not a long one, for he was set off again by the deep rumble of oncoming hooves. Those machine horses, Magus thought as he frantically searched for a spot to hide. They were ridiculous things. He had been informed of Rasta's preoccupation with machinery and enchanted tech, but he thought they at least ought to use real horses. He had evaded real horses enough times, but these things...
        Finally, he came upon a growth of berry bushes, and he got down on his stomach and dragged himself under them. He drew his knees up to his chest and curled up as tightly as he could manage, which was relatively easy with his small frame. The low rumbling sound drew nearer, and he peered between the branches and beheld his opponent.
        These were real horses, not the bronze-colored machines of Rasta. They were tall, strong black steeds decorated in the familiar purple and gold regalia of Aldine, each carrying an armored rider. The soldiers of Aldine had come for him! Even facing the wrath of his benefactors was preferable to having nowhere to go at all. Magus emerged from the bushes and darted after the army. “Hey!” he called out, waving his arms. “He-e-ey! I'm right here! Help me! Hey!” But his cries were lost in the pounding of the hooves, and the army was quickly getting away from him.
        They were heading for the city.
        Magus halted in his tracks. They weren't here for him. They were here to storm the city. Suddenly, his chest tightened as if it had been squeezed. The princess! She was waiting for him at the city's entrance, and that's where she would be when the soldiers showed up...
        Magus' mind raced. She's the enemy, he reminded himself. Why should I care? But enemy or not, he hated the thought of the princess in danger. After all, she had offered to take him in, when originally he had been turned away completely. And besides, she was in league with that lovely woman who had shown him such unheard-of kindness and comfort; that beautiful, golden-haired woman, who fed him and tended his wounds, who gently combed the mats out of his hair and gave him his best sleep on that wonderful bed. She treated him like he was a precious thing that she must care for and protect, and he didn't remember the last time that he had been shown kindness like that. It certainly hadn't happened during his hard life in Aldine.
        As he thought of her, his legs carried him towards the army. His body grew hot with an inner fire fueled by pure passion and by the thoughts of the kindness that he had received. He wished more than ever that his fear had not gotten the best of him and that he had gone quietly to the princess. It was his fault that she was in harm's way, and now he was going to make up for it. A few more flying sprints, and he would be tailgating the last row of horses. The soldiers, facing forward, were unaware that he was even around. The heat within his body grew and grew, until finally it exploded. He closed his eyes against the blinding flash. There were the soldiers, letting out blood-curdling, almost inhuman screams as the pain overtook every part of their bodies. Magus covered his ears and ran, without any regard for direction or purpose. Those haunting death cries would surely break him if he didn't get away...
         He ran into something hard and oddly metallic, and he was knocked to the ground. He opened his eyes, clutching his head with one hand to stop the vertigo. Ion, that red-haired knight with the red stone, had finally caught up with him. But right now, he only had eyes for the soldiers and their horses as their bodies were engulfed in flames. Magus turned away, because he just couldn't bear the look in those eyes.