Somehow,
Sonja had managed to doze off. She awoke with a terrible whip in her
neck and every bone as stiff as stone. But the cellar door was
opening, and the sudden rush of afternoon sun chased away the
darkness of her prison. In spite of the pain, Sonja jerked her head
in the direction of the door and mentally listed the choice words
that she had for her subordinates for keeping her waiting so long.
She let out a furious cry when she saw that it was the psychic making
her way down the stairs towards her.
“Well,
hello to you too,” Eluani dryly greeted her as she began undoing
the restraints. “You might want to keep a better attitude; a few
friends have dropped by to see you.”
“What
did you do to them?” Sonja was furious. These brutes didn't have
the right to push around her
subordinates! “You'll see in just a few moments,” Eluani
answered, rubbing down Sonja's newly-released wrists and ankles. “Now
come with me, and if you don't cooperate, I'll just bind you and
you'll end up right back here.”
“Go
to hell,” Sonja snapped, but she made no attempt to resist. What
the hell is wrong with you, Sonja? Sonja
chided herself. Why
are you submitting? Just knock her sorry ass out, and then she can't
bind a damn thing! But
she remembered Eluani's abilities and quickly took her thoughts away.
After spending the night being manhandled, smacked around, taken
advantage of, and subsequently thrown away like a pile of trash, the
very idea of freedom was enough to move her to compliance, even if
she knew that the freedom was not real. The feeling of walking on her
own two feet again almost brought a smile to her face, as did the
grass beneath her bare feet and the warmth of the sun's rays as she
emerged from the cellar. In her newfound vigor, she fought back the
thoughts of escape, and anyway, she wanted to see what had become of
her subordinates. From the way Eluani spoke of them, they were still
alive...
Eluani led her around to
the front gate, and there they were: Rowley and Shattick, tied up
like potato sacks and stupidly blinking like confused animals. Sonja
had to will herself not to break away and give them both a good hard
slap. They had both freedom and magic, and still couldn't manage to
evade capture! Now they had been reduced to Sonja's own condition,
stripped and bound and completely useless. It served them right for
being so worthless.
“You know these two,
don't you?” Eluani asked, nudging Sonja forward until she stood
mere inches from the disgraced magicians.
“Ma'am!” Rowley and
Shattick called out in unison, bowing their heads low. Sonja sighed,
wishing they had remained silent so she could pretend she had never
seen them before in her life. She felt their shame as she passed her
critical eye over their sorry forms. “Unfortunately, yes,” was
her response to Eluani's question.
“Excellent,” Eluani
said. “Now, why are they here?”
You
know damn well why they're here, Sonja
thought scornfully. “Here for me, I suppose,” she replied with no
emotion. Her subordinates refused to look up.
“Congratulations,” said
Morgana, “you've officially caused more trouble than you're worth.
Your little friends just about did us in, and if it wasn't for....”
She was silenced by a look from Ion. “Well, you've long overstayed
your welcome,” she went on, “and we can't be bothered to keep you
around any longer. Oh, hello, here comes your chariot right now.”
Sonja turned her head to
the sound of hoofbeats, and beheld the approach of Rasta's army,
dressed in their gaudy red and gold and mounted upon those
preposterous mechanical horses. At their head was the Princess
Cordelia herself, with a sword at her side. Sonja glowered and
quickly turned her head before she could be recognized.
“Hail, knights,”
Cordelia said with a nod, dismounting her horse. The knights of Rasta
followed in unison, as if part of a choreographed line. It made no
difference that Sonja wouldn't look at her. “Sonja Farrell,” the
princess said almost accusingly. “I had a very strong feeling that
I would run into you.”
“I'm sure your idea of a
meeting went a little differently than this,” Sonja said
sarcastically.
“Well, yes,” Cordelia
said with a mischievous glint in her eye, “but this makes it so
much easier for me.” She waved to her men. “Take them in.”
Ion
and Troy tightened their grip on Shattick and Rowley's arms and
handed them over to the knights of Rasta. Sonja's hands were bound by
thick cords that cut into her wrists, still raw from their previous
restraints. Oh,
bloody hell! She
shot Rowley and Shattick a dangerous look.
“Whatever you have
planned for us,” Rowley said pitifully, “it will never be
enough.”
“Shut up,” was all that
Sonja had to say to him.
For
the first time in his life, Magus did not want to keep out of the
way.
The window in Lovisa's chamber did not allow him a glimpse of the
prisoners, but whenever he tried to slip out, Lovisa caught him and
called him back. His stealth rarely failed him, but she had some
uncanny ability to detect him even when he was at his quietest. It
only added to how magical she was in his eyes.
But
his former guardians were out there. To hear that they were so close
by filled Magus with cold terror, and the only thing that would set
him straight was to take just one look at them in their disgrace. The
trio that had given him merry hell for the past year was now in the
custody of the Knights of the Jewel. Magus could believe that Rowley
and Shattick had been captured—after all, he had helped that
along—but Sonja Farrell had never been captured. Sonja Farrell
never submitted to anyone. Nobody could manage to apprehend Sonja
Farrell for very long. Magus couldn't believe such a wild thing just
because he had been told. He just had to see for himself.
Concealment,
concealment, Magus
mulled over to himself, a
spell of concealment. He
was very familiar with cloaking spells and camouflage, but at this
moment they evaded his memory. Perhaps it was because Lovisa was
watching. There was nothing to be done without sneaking away first.
He sighed deeply.
“You
okay, Magus?” Lovisa asked, waiting patiently for him to make his
move in the board game they were playing. He wouldn't answer her. “I
know this is scary,” she went on, “knowing that they're
here.”
How did she do that? How was she able to read him so effectively?
Nobody else had ever been able to do that before. “But that's why
you have to stay right here, safe and sound, until they're taken away
into the city. They can't get at you, Magus. We won't let them!”
“Thank
goodness for that,” Magus said dryly. How could he explain that it
wasn't about being scared, he just wanted to see
them, so he could believe that they had really been detained? How
could he explain the catharsis he would feel upon seeing his
tormentors bound and imprisoned? She was so easy to talk to, but he
just didn't have the words for everything. He took his next move,
landing on a blank orange square.
Lovisa took the dice and
played with them in the palm of her hand. “Leana told me you want
to learn to heal,” she said.
“I
do,” Magus said without hesitation, thankful for the subject
change. “Or rather, I know how to heal...or, I knew
how to heal. I just...”
“You've forgotten,”
Lovisa said, “and you want to learn it all again.”
“That's exactly it!”
exclaimed Magus.
Lovisa
rolled the dice and made her move, landing on a red square that
awarded her three coins. “Well, Magus, there's very little that I
can tell you about healing magic right now,” she said honestly,
“because I'm still very new to it myself. But there's a lot that I
can tell you about healing.
Back
in Eridell, my homeland, I was a healer too. I lived in a little
commune with other healers. Every day, some poor souls would come to
us with nasty wounds, terrible aches and pains, sniffles and coughs
that they just couldn't shake. We would have to know the right
combination of herbs, oils, and essences that would take their pain
away.”
“Did you?” Magus asked
hopefully.
“We did,” Lovisa said
with a nod. “Let me tell you, Magus, there is no better feeling in
the world than setting the right remedy. Nothing in this world has
ever filled me with greater joy than the relief on someone's face as
they start to feel well again. I lived for those days when a client
would return to us with a smile on their face, entirely free of any
aches and pains, thanking us for what we had done. I live to heal.
The Jewel knows that, and that's why it chose me for a healer.”
“It
didn't choose
you for a healer,” Magus remarked. “You already were one.”
“I wouldn't want to be
anything else,” Lovisa said wistfully.
“I
want to know that feeling,” Magus told her. “I want to feel that
good after making somebody else feel good.” He was pierced by a
pang of guilt as he imagined the many recipients of his magical
arsenal coming to Lovisa with all of the damage that he had caused:
skin as red and mottled as a bacon rasher from a fire spell, ugly red
marks from the impact of magical energy, the grey, necrotic frostbite
that resulted from a blast of sheer cold. He shuddered. “I don't
want to cause anymore pain, Lovisa,” he said almost pleadingly.
Even so, he thought back to his latest targets, whom he had struck
hard enough to render unconscious. I
had to, he
quickly told himself. I
had to protect my friends. But
still, pain was pain, and he had caused it...
Lovisa reached across the
table to take Magus' hand. “I want you to know the feeling,” she
said, “because I promise you, it is one of the most wonderful in
the entire world. You can heal, Magus. I know you have the ability.
It's just all locked up inside of you, and we're going to unlock it
together.”
God,
I love her, Magus
thought as he settled down enough to take his next move. But then a
new worry struck him: “What if we can't? What if it's been locked
up too long for that?”
“Every lock has a key,
Magus,” Lovisa stated. “We've just got to find it.”
Magus
believed that she could find it. At times like this, it seemed as
though she could do anything at all. Her kindness, her beauty, her
innocence, and her magical quality were so much more befitting of
some otherworldly being than an ordinary girl from a healers'
commune. Perhaps
she is, Magus
thought. I've
never heard of this “Eridell,” after all. It certainly sounds
like some other world to me...
“The
Jewel!” Lovisa exclaimed so suddenly that Magus jumped up from his
seat. “What about it?” he cried. “Has something happened?”
“No, no...” Lovisa's
thoughts were moving too fast for her to keep up with them. She rose
from her seat, laid the dice on the table, and held out her hand for
Magus. “Come with me, Magus,” she said brightly. “There's
someone I would like you to meet.”
Magus could have floated
out of his skin. All at once, he had forgotten about the captives
outside. He had forgotten who they were and what they meant to him.
He didn't care about anything at all, only that he was going to see
the Jewel.
“Go
on in, Magus,” Lovisa said warmly, as if she was inviting him to
tea. But Magus didn't dare. His feet, which had been so light and
free, had grown heavy again. He hated it. He wanted to fight against
the imaginary chains that held his feet to the floor, to defy them by
taking a step forward. I
can't, he
told himself. I'm
the enemy. The
Jewel's light—eight lights in eight colors—filled his vision. He
blinked against it, got the disconcerting feeling that he was gazing
upon a real god, and turned his head away. That light was not for him
to look at.
Lovisa held him by his
shaking hand. She took one step and then another, as naturally as if
she was entering her own home. She chuckled when Magus dragged his
feet. “You don't have to be afraid of the Jewel, Magus,” she
assured him. “The Jewel cares for us.”
“Not for me,” Magus
said.
“You too,” Lovisa
assured him, squeezing his hand. “Now come on, we're going to have
a nice chat.”
A
nice chat with the Jewel? How
was one supposed to speak with the Jewel? Would it be through prayer,
the same as speaking to a god? Could the Jewel itself speak, and if
so, could someone like him understand it. It was plain that Lovisa
had spoken with the Jewel before, but how often? He had a hundred
questions, and he kept them all to himself. He didn't feel as though
he had a right to speak in this place. As he was led further into the
Jewel's chamber, and the image of the Jewel in all of its light and
glory grew closer, he was overcome by a wonderfully cozy feeling; it
was as if he was back in the soft bed in Lovisa's chamber, wrapped up
in silken blankets, with the warm sun touching his face. He tasted
milk, sweetbreads, and pancakes again, and again he felt the delight
that came with learning that such good foods existed in the world.
Again, he was pulled into the warmth of Lovisa's arms. Again, the
archmage kissed his face and said she would be delighted to look
after “such a nice young man.” The heavy feeling in his feet had
gone away, and again he felt as though he could take off and fly.
“What's it doing to me, Lovisa?” he blurted out before he could
stop himself.
“The same as it does for
everyone,” Lovisa said brightly ,with some understanding.
Without hesitation, Lovisa
made her way to the dais where the Jewel stood, which Magus thought
to be the bravest thing that she had ever done. “Good afternoon,”
she said to the Jewel. “I hope that you are well.” She gracefully
curtsied. “You know Magus,” Lovisa went on. “He's doing very
well now. Why, just look at him!” She put her arm around him and
propelled him towards the Jewel, and Magus only took the steps to
keep from being swept off of his feet. “We've taken the best care
of him that we possibly could, and now he has a home with the king's
archmage.” She patted him fondly, as if he was a finished project
that she was proud of.
Was the Jewel actually
speaking to her then? She was silent, her face intent and interested
as if listening for a voice unheard. Magus searched the Jewel's
colorful gleams for a hint of a response—a change in the pattern, a
shift in the colors, anything at all. But if the Jewel had a voice,
then it really was not meant for him. A tear rolled down his cheek.
“I'm...I'm sorry,” he choked out.
“What is it, Magus?”
Lovisa asked concernedly.
“I'm
sorry,” Magus said again. “I'm so, so sorry. I'm sorry I'm bad.
I'm sorry I'm the enemy. I'm sorry, Jewel, lovely Jewel...I'm so
sorry!”
He buried his face in his hands. “I never wanted to cause any
trouble. I never did!”
“My
dear boy, you are no enemy of mine.” The
voice was not heard by his ears, but inside of his mind, like a
comforting thought that had just occurred to him. It was neither male
nor female, and certainly could not be called human. But at the sound
of it, all of his anxiety left him. He felt as though he was sitting
in the arms of a kindly relative who had invited him into her home,
though he had never experienced such a thing and had no family to
speak of. He wiped the last of his tears and his racing heart slowed
to normalcy. “I
allowed you into my palace and ensured that you would be properly fed
and cared for. I would never extend such courtesies to an enemy. My
dear, you are an unlucky young man who's found himself in an
unfortunate place. Misfortune alone dictates that we must be in
opposition. But it is misfortune that creates good fortune, after
all.”
“Really?”
Magus spoke without realizing he had.
“Of
course,” the
Jewel answered back, its colorful gleams shifting and pulsing in tune
with its words.
“As you must have figured
by now,” Lovisa said, “Magus is a very kind and gentle boy. And
yet the same misfortune that puts him on the side of our enemies
dictates that he must be used for destruction! But that isn't him.
He's no destroyer! Jewel, you've granted me my own healing magic by
assessing what was already inside of me, what I was already capable
of. Could you do anything like that for Magus?”
“There
is nothing for me to grant him,” the
Jewel responded. “He
is already equipped with such abilities. All that he must do is bring
them to the surface.”
“But
how can I?” Magus asked. “Will you teach me?”
“You
don't need me to teach you, Magus,” the
Jewel told him calmly. “I
have already given you someone who can: Lovisa, my Knight of the
Turquoise. The healing arts are her craft, and everything that I
know, I have passed along to my knights.”
Oh
goodness, Lovisa
thought to herself. She trusted the Jewel, and she never wanted to
question it, but clearly it had so much more confidence in her than
she had in herself. Healing had been her craft since she was a young
girl, but healing magic was something entirely new to her. Though she
had learned it well, she certainly couldn't call herself a master,
and it was far too soon for her to take on a student. But Magus
looked at her hopefully, his youthful face so full of promise and so
full of faith in his dear friend who, in his eyes, knew just about
everything. “If Magus needs me to teach him,” Lovisa said at
last, “then I will do just that.”
“You
will do well,” the
Jewel said with unwavering certainty.
Neither
of them had anything left to say. Lovisa led Magus out of the
Jewel's chamber, and Magus had to will his feet to stay fixed upon
firm ground. In this moment he wanted nothing more than to soar as
high into the air as he possibly could.